SAJA2....!

Assalamualaikum W.B.T....

yaa sudah lama x menulis kt blog ni..ini semua gara2 internet yg kokak kt tmpt ni...hei ckp bsr dpt connection satu mktb la apa la... skali x da..menipu ciss..

abaikn cite di ats... la ni nk cita x lama lg nk cuti dah... apakah plan2 yg tlh diplan utk dijlnkn nnti ya?...mcm2 deh nk wat...nk blaja..nk pi jln3...nk pi berhibur2 lg...n byk lg la...hei x sbr nk smpai rmh nk bring ats katil smbil peluk kcing kesygn....wlupon keadaan rmh maybe mcm tongkang pch under renovation tp i luv my house...rumahku syurgaku la katakn...

sbnrnya cuti ni sgt best...disbbkn semua family members ada...abg, kakak n adek2 semua ada..perghh...gler happy dah lama x gather mcm nie...syg gler ngan diorg ni semua...x da diorg ni sapa la diri nie...kami dah biasa hdop susah senang sama2...bile x da sorg rasa x complete hdop ni...syukur pd Allah krn mengurniakn mereka ni semua pd diri ini...dgn ayah ibu yg paling diri ini syg dlm dunia ni...to be honest, i m willing to die 4 them...they r everything 2 me...without them i'll die...

ceh tersentimental value plak..x pa abaikn..sbnrnya ap topik post ni sbnrnya???..mmg saja2 btol...!

APA NK JADI????

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...



ceh tetiba rasa nk tulis dalam bm plak...yaya..kata nk luahkn prasaan emosi bagai...tulis dlm bi x feel plak....



apa nk ckp...rasa x da problem sgt dlm life ni..mkn, duit semua ckup je...cuma satu je..diri ni trasa bukan mcm diri yg dulu.. diri yg ori 2 makin lama makin menghilang..nmpknye diri ni dah tersasar dr diri yg ori...knapa??? trasa mula mmbenci diri ni..trasa bersalah ngan diri ni...kerana diri ini x bleh trima diri yg baru ni...diri ini lebih ske diri yg ori..cam mana nk fix blek problem ni???



knapa bleh jd mcm ni?? adakah disbbkn pengaruh luar..cis..ni x bleh jd ni..ramai sgt dah prasan prangai diri bru yg x brapa nk best ni...mmg skit ati gler..diri yg bru nie pyh btol nk wat bende2 baik...dah jarang2 n dah krg wat ibadat lbih... n yg paling pnting skali amalan hdop yg patot dilakukan..nmpk nya jln hdop diri ni dah nk tersasar ni..x bleh jd ni..mcm ni x dpt la nk mengupgradekn diri ni...diri ni x nk jd prebet wat slamanye.. nk jd panglima mmg agk pyh tp koman2 dpt pgkt lg tinggi dr prebet pn ok la..tau la diri ni sape..x mmpu nk capai tahap diri yg tertinggi...rasa diri ni sgt hina n kerdil disisi Yang Maha Esa, kekasihnya, kluarga n shbt kekasihnya., yg seangkatan2...n jgk terhdp org yg paling diri ini respect dlm dunia ni...malu!...mana nk taruk muka pun x tau..mengapa diri ini diberi penghormatan yg tinggi sdg kn sepatotnya diri ini x layak diberikn penghormatan sebegitu rupa..sbb itu diri ini x bersedia utk penghormatan i2.. biarlah diri ini mengupgradekn diri ini ke thp yg lebih tinggi bru la bersedia menerimanya...



trasa sgt jauh...jauh dr jln hdup yg btol...apa nk jd pd diri ni...hrp Yang Maha Esa dpt mmbntu diri ini mnjalani hdop sprti yg asal...hrp Yang Maha Esa dpt jga mmberikan jwpan utk persoalan yg diri ini cari selama ini...mgkin diri ini x bersedia utk itu tp diri ini trpaksa mncuba utk mencarinya...krna diri ini x mahu jd prebet, x mahu pgkt rendah...diri ini mahu pgkt yg tinggi disisiNYA...hrp2 permintaan diri ini akn dikabulkan...INSYA-ALLAH....

pape pn yg trjd pasti ada hikmahnya...igt..SATU adalah SEMUA, SEMUA adalah SATU...kita kena akur terhdp takdir diri kita yg dah tercatat di Luh Mahfuz sjk dr mula lg..



p/s: mgkin ada yg pning baca post ni...post ni hanya blh difahami oleh org2 trtentu shja..abaikan...yg pnting..kerjasama anda2 yg sudi mmbaca post ni...perghh..lega hati...

Nothing!!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

LOng time no see....what should i say..i ve lost my passion to write..i dunno what should i write here...

ooo yeah maybe i should write on my feeling, emotion....

i m 19 years old..which means ive lived on this earth for 19 years old..but then i think.. what hav i done in my life over this 19 years old?...what hav i done for myself, my family?..NOTHING...i guess...

thats all for now....

Are u Afraid of Graves???

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

this is the second post for today...

what can i tell u for this time....

AHA!!!

do u know what type of places i luv most?..the answer...the historic places...

including the graveyards...

haha...

yes i luv to visit the grave of historic people (n even my auntie called me as "gadis kuburan")....n thanks to my dad...he knows about it n tries very hard to make sure i can visit those places...

yup...i have been to Pasir Salak Museum in 2007...n as usual it tells u the history of Perak...the killing of JWW Birch n others...n there is the grave of Si Puntum, the one who killed JWW Birch....

n the grave was not properly managed by the authorities...i really hate this....they do nothing although they are been paid to do their job..im really sick of this....


next...i went to the grave of two sultans of Perak..the 11th n 12th sultans...n as usual..their graves were in bad condition...

n finally i went to the grave of Megat Terawis...do u know him?...he was one of the pembesar in Perak long time ago.... i was really eager to visit this grave n my father granted it...of course i really wanted to as he was one of my ancestors...the same blood line flowing in my body...

n...it really made me sad to see his grave full with wild bushes...after my father did some tahlil n prayers we returned home...in the journey returning home my father asked me whether i was satisfied or not...of course i was as finally i can see him..haha...

we went to visit it again in 2008(after we went to the workshop, remember?) n thanked to Allah...the grave was in better condition...really happy to see this...

just want to tell u do not afraid to visit these kind of places...this is really interesting n adventurous...why dun u try it?....

hope to see u again in my next post...

Touring!!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Long time no see...yeah this is all because of the poor wifi here...

i dun have any idea what should i write this time...

hey...have u ever been to workshop?....i mean "bengkel besi"...place where people make pedang, parang, keris n others...

i have been there before...last year before i got my spm results n went to ipip...

this workshop is located at Kuala Kangsar, Perak...

why i went there?... because my father n his friends wanted to make some weapons;pedang n keris...

we went there as our family vacation as it was chinese new year holidays...together with my pak long family n also with my mak su...

my bro....in front of the workshop...

the owner of the workshop "Bengkel Pandai Besi" is Abd Mazin b. Abd Jamil or called "Pak cik Mat Zin".....(mmg berbakat besar btul pak cik ni)...he makes all things by himself eventhough he is old...very tough old man...

the tough Pak Cik Mat Zin

i was impressed with his talent n creativity...especially when he made the sarong n ulu of keris.. the carvings of those parts were perfect n beautiful...

my bro again..holding keris in his hand...

some of the keris

i wish to have a keris too.. i hope my father will make a keris for me ...as one of my precious collections..haha...

SUPERB!!!

Look at the date of these photos...can my friends realise it???....

that was why i was very happy during this trip...it just like my birthday present for me...

THANKS DAD!!!
LUV U ALWAYS!!!

What i Have done in my previous holiday???

assalamualaikum w.b.t.....

finally i manage to get through this blog after trying many times to open this blog...what a poor wifi we have here....

as i have said before...i will write about my journey to many interesting (i think so) places in malaysia...

last holiday..first i went to penang...well...i didnt visit to a lot of places except for rumah p ramlee as i arrived late from my maktab as my family went there from melaka one day earlier( as my father had meeting there)...i didnt mind as i once stayed in penang(as my father studied in usm) so i have visited a lot of places there when i was still a kid....we had pasembor(kind of rojak) n bought some pickles(jeruk..luv most jeruk kelubi!)

rumah p ramlee... this is the place where p ramlee stayed when he was a kid...inside.... there is a lot of p ramlee's photos...from kid until he died..such a complete collection of his photos...

Rumah P Ramlee..
His Bicycle....

His Clothes....

after penang...we went to kuala sepetang..which is very famous of its 'mee udang'...n we tried it too...but to be honest...its not very delicious..tastes like asam pedas..it contains belacan n asam jawa i think....i prefer my mom's curry mee...we stayed one night there...we took the special 'mee udang' which costs RM11 per bowl....but its ok...as we had 7 , big sea prawns each bowl...brppp...Alhamdulillah.... My brother's...

Mine....('hantu udang' eventhough have resdung)

next day..we went to Rumah Ngah Ibrahim (a house modified to a museum)..im sure u all know about this great man right...he was the administrator of Larut in the past...his father was the first man to discover tin(bijih timah)...haha..i dont remember any more...finally he died in singapore...and then his body is brought back here in 2006 ...burried here....

outside the prison...
the prisoners...
inside the prison....
the discovery of 'bijih timah'

In the court...find LOGAN here....
Japanese army...

J.W.W....


ouside...well for daily uses.....

hidden n mysterious spot(the fort)....

Ngah ibrahim had been cast out from Perak to Seychelles Island... due to the killing of J.W.W Birch..without any trial...where was the justice at that time???...funny..we can't live in our own country..i wonder why there was no one at that time to help n defend him???

MAKAM NGAH IBRAHIM

after that...we went to Makam Dato Sagor...which is a few kilometres away from Rmh Ngah Ibrahim....

DATO' SAGOR...i respect n salute u...

i really repect n salute this man..he's really brave to defend his country....he was sentenced to death by British gov as he was involved in killing J.W.W. Birch...not only him..but together with Si Puntum,Dato Maharajalela..... such a sad thing to be happened in this country....yet the new generation dun grateful to them n dun even know about them...

MAKAM DATO' SAGOR....



UNKNOWN...(one of the family members....)

next i went to sabak bernam...this is one of the famous fishing spot in selangor.... we stayed in a floating chalet..not too expensive only hundred something(if workdays) so we just fishing from the balcony but yet we didnt get any fish..haha..the seafood there is not very expensive...n delicious too....

Such a beautiful scenery here...

that's all for this time...i dun hav any more pictures to attach...so i can't tell u the stories.... we'll meet again in next post.....!

Cats....!!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

hahaha..3 posts in one day..that means im very boring...i will tell u more about cats that under my care...from past until now....lets start from puss n adi putra...that was when i was in kindergarden...puss was a "kucing kampung" while Adi putra was a persian cat... i love both of them very much... puss was died because of brain cancer ( as the doctor said)...she might be poisoned by eating the grass... n putra's death very mysterious until now...we dun no what the reason he died...

then came comel...rimau n hemo-hemo(sound familiar right)... all of them were missing n we never meet them again since few years ago...then i had buta(also called as rugal (KOF) as she had one blinded eye)...

from buta i got bagak n penyamun bertopeng...bagak is still living under my care but penyamun bertopeng was missing...dun no his condition right now...

BAGAK


then i got the 5 kittens(as stated in my previous post) ...2 were dead...(1 because of nature n 1 because i killed him!)...1 siamese called as tembam (aka kak shihodo, "raja sgala smph"), the black one as wolf(aka wolfie) n the "kcing hutan" as bulat (aka "mak belang","kcing nenek")...Kak shihodo was died, also unknown death, while Wolfie was involved in accident n died instantly(i can still remember his terrible damaged body, as he was hit hardly by a car. Im still searching for the culprit!!!)

Kak Shihodo (R.I.P)

Bulat


Only left behind kcing nenek, n from her i got yagyu jubei akane(aka "kcing terencat,"tok sifu", "mak saiko") n kaijin no soki("mak miskin")..from soki also i got tamama( aka "mak hitam")..


JUBEI


oo..i also once had mimi(aka "kcing sontot","kcing smph""kcing aggresive") which i took from matrik melaka...n she died after a week, giving birth to 3 kittens(but all of them died naturally).... tamama also gave birth to 4 kittens..but all died(2 naturally, 2 eaten by a bad male cat) n lastly soki...gave birth to 2 kittens joni n jenny(1 died in car accident, 1 was kidnapped by naughty kids, i m coming for them!)....then gave birth to 5 kittens..but only 1 survived.. that is si kenit(aka jojo, bobo).

Si Kenit

MIMI(R.I.P)

So, right now I have 7 cats under my care... jubei, soki, tamama, bulat ,si kenit, bagak plus Xiao-xiao(Pendtg tanpa izin(PATI))....right now soki is pregnant n i cant wait to see the new kittens....Why im telling u all these?.... i can say that who i am today is partly by learning from these cats...i can still remember the moment they played together....cried for their mum....n their last moment in this world...this really teach me about life..sometimes it can be sweet..sometimes can be sad...
Meal Time...Jubei, Bulat, Xiao2, K. Shihodo, Soki(short tail)..Tamama(long tail)

XIAO-XIAO

Nyinyi n Teddy(R.I.P)


Joni n Jenny(Died n kidnapped)

n...not to forget... my sweet moment in maktab... nyetnyet....sometimes when i miss her...i will go to b-3-4, the place where we had our fun time together.... we ate, slept, played together....can still remember she cried at me...looked at me with her glassy eyes....in front of this room's door i will cry...i will not forget her for my entire life...she is one of the best thing that ever happened in my life...n i never regretted to take her along with me by bus to my home town, as finally she got love n happy family..i was very happy to see my family and my cats can accept her although she was very noisy....n thanked very much to mimi(that died a week after giving birth)..as she took care of nyetnyet as she was nyetnyet's mother...thanked to my family..who looked after nyetnyet while i in maktab....i believe nyetnyet died after having such a happy moment together with her new family... thanked also to my classmates, who really took care of nyetnyet...n thanked to Ma Vin, for giving me nyetnyet's photo...she died before i took photo with her...that is the thing that i very regretted until now....






The Noisy Nyetnyet (R.I.P)

n just like my guess...i m crying when i tell u about this...luckily my roomate is not here..i dun want anyone to see me crying....funny right...im crying because cats...

haha..next time i wil not write sad story again...i want to tell u about my experience visiting a lot of museum, interesting n history places such as Langkawi Cable Car ,Eye on Malaysia, "bengkel keris, pedang n parang" in Kuala Kangsar,Perigi Hang Tuah , Rumah Ngah Ibrahim,Makam Dato Sagor, Si Puntum, Megat Terawis, Ngah Ibrahim , Tok Kenali, Tok Ku Paloh, Raja Melewar, Mahsuri n many more but I dun have the pictures.. ...The pictures in my family's camera....Hope i will get those pictures as soon as possibles so that I can write about my experience in next post......!